Rambling and Graphic, updated 9/23/20

Near Midnight, Temperature 48° F Outside

I was enjoying the stuffed feeling in my rectum of my butt plug while I was waiting for sleep to overtake me tonight. I was lying in bed naked—except for thick, white socks and my work boots. Yeah, I sleep like that just under a blanket but not between the sheets. When I have to get up to pee, these days (late April, central Mississippi), I don't want to get into my flimsy little house shoes, because I like to go outside and stand in my driveway, just within the darker shadows of my house and piss while looking out on the street.

Naked.

And plugged.

I decided I would play with my cock, get it hard before peeing and just see what kind of activity near midnight there was, just beyond my street and off in the near distance of a cross street. I live just one house from the corner.

A car came from the south on the cross street, headed north, its headlights momentarily lighting up the intersection. Then darkness. Then someone walking up from the south also headed north, but I waited in my driveway hoping the guy would turn onto my street and pass by me standing in the shadow of my house. Would he notice my ghostly whiteness near midnight? Naked. Waiting, watching? I actually hoped he would come my way and notice me, and tonight I would not have shrunk back. I would have liked to see if he would glance quickly away as he passed by, or if he would stare into the darkness of the shadow of my house and try to decide if someone was standing there.

Late April is about the earliest I feel really comfortable outdoors while naked. Tonight it was a little too chilly, though, and so after I peed, I went back to bed. As the warmth washed over me, I enjoyed contracting my anal muscles to feel the sphincter squeeze the butt plug shaft and let me feel the almost painful, delightful twinge. You can do it without a butt plug and get similar twinges that feel great, but with the plug you get the added benefit of feeling the rectum hug the plug head and feel it ever so slightly engage the prostate. I do have to specify that I wear the icicles #14 with the titled head, shaped like an egg and about the size of a hen's egg (2.5 inches long, 2 inches in diameter at the widest part of the egg. When the head of the plug is pointing toward the belly button inside the rectum, you get much more prostate action, and you can feel the twinge move into your cock. But for long-term (permanent living plugged 24/7/365) wear I usually keep the head tilted away from the prostate.

Update, September 23, 2020

We're quickly coming up on the scariest American presidential election since the Civil War and we're still in the midst of the Covid Pandemic, and I can't sleep, and I wanted to find some porn to make me horny. Yes, I'm plugged and I'm waiting on the arrival of my second ever metal hitch combo plug and cock ring. I had the exact one quite a few years ago but could not get the steel ball into my rectum. I feel I can now, since I can easily get my two-inch diameter plug in my ass, and the ball on the combo plug is only 1.5 inches.

I don't want to masturbate or remove my plug right now, but I have just found the hottest self-suck vid where the guy comes three times in his mouth. It's after the first video below. Enjoy. Self-sucking is an impossible dream for me. I have a fused spine right at the base of my spine, and two major sports injuries as a kid made it impossible for me to even touch my toes. Oh well.