I've now been re-plugged for three days...
And I want to share what I learned from the experience of having to be unplugged for four days and nights, beyond all that stuff about diet.Readers might think that all I care about is having a plug in my rectum 24/7/365, and it's true that having to go without my plug taught me that it is very important to my feeling of happiness (on a personal, hourly, daily basis) that I do get to wear it. It is definitely something I care a great deal about, now that I live alone (even though I still have a long-time partner who is absent out of necessity for his health). He can't breathe in this Southern climate and his assets are still in another state, so he had moved back to manage his properties. We're fine being apart, and so I now enjoy the freedom of being naked and plugged at home, and I mean staying naked all the time. It adds to the non-stop edging I do. I usually only get dressed when I have to go out or have a client over. But also because I'm alone, being plugged is kind of a way to keep from being lonely...everyone knows that you need time away from people and most people I think take advantage that to get in some really personal masturbation. For me, instead of masturbating, I enjoy the subtle sexuality of being naked and plugged.
So, I learned that I do not want to give up what I have now that I'm living alone and being able to be plugged and naked without worry that I need to compromise on that score has become important. But what else do I do? What else do I think about? I have ongoing projects that give me a third source of income (what people nowadays call a side hustle), along with two other main income streams. It only keeps me comfortable, but not rich. I don't care.
I stay busy mentally and physically, attend gatherings out in public and with friends, and I will be attending a church supper before Christmas, but I don't think I will chance being plugged, because it's dinner first and then two hours of singing. It's not the kind of food that will be slow to digest (fried fish and sweets), and I might suffer a surprise attack. I don't want to be having to unplug at the gathering and clean up and carry the plug around in my pants pocket. Always being aware of potential plugging issues when I'm out in public keeps me from being embarrassed, etc. For example I wouldn't travel across country by air, but I would drive cross country plugged. I've done that several times.
But in short, I learned that I can do without my plug when I have to and my body is the number one dictator of how long and how well I can be plugged. But true, I don't like being unplugged. I hope I die with a plug in my rectum...what a way to go out.
I'm actually horny, again, today, and the plug feels really solid in there without lube. And this deep-throat suck job video reminds me why I like to suck cock. Love the camera angle.
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