My Butt Plug is My Pacifier

 The main reason why I live plugged...

My butt plug is my pacifier, quite literally, and has a lot of the same comfort giving features that a baby gets from a pacifier. My plug has butt feel, just as a pacifier satisfies mouth feel. Some users describe this as a comfortable feeling of fullness, but I never quite got that description. It's not like a load in your bottom that you need to get rid of, so maybe "fullness" not quite a good description of why a butt plug is comforting to wear. Now, of course, I am talking about wearing a plug as many hours in a day/night as I possibly can. I don't "use" a butt plug to fuck myself with, but on the other hand, it is a lot like have a dick in my butt that doesn't get soft like a dude's cock after he comes in my ass. 

 

I think a lot of men who like to be fucked would prefer to keep the cock in their asses after sex, but a real flesh cock will deflate and slip out, even if both men agree to try to keep the cock in the ass after climax. It is an unachievable fantasy. But you take a plug and you can sleep with it in your ass all night long, get up the next morning, take a dump and stick it right back in and wear it throughout the day. It's especially nice to walk around with a plug in my rectum. While it moves with my body and my body accommodates its never relenting hardness, the action on the prostate and the sphincter keep things interesting.

 

But even as I'm drifting off to sleep, and I'm clenching my ass to get the feeling in both my sphincter and my cock (the waves of nerve tingling) I want to sing a butt plug lullaby to myself, because it really is a unique and indescribable pleasure that fosters a feeling of well being. As I wake up in the morning, the first thing I enjoy is feeling the plug inside. Taking a piss with a plug in my rectum is also nice. Sometimes I step outside and masturbate for a little while just to enjoy the morning erection and to play with and the challenge to actually piss through the hard on.  Can't be done, but it's fun to try. I don't usually complete to ejaculation. While that can be intense I prefer to keep the horniness going, and yes it is being horny.

 

But living plugged and feeling the hard slick glass plug fill my rectum,  to keep my sphincter forced open, is the main reason I live plugged. I truly never want to take it out for even an instant. It is so much a part of my psychological make up after having it in me for ten years I actually mourn having it out for more than a few minutes at a time. If I have to go several hours during the day with it out, I crave getting it back in when I can, and I always sleep much better and much deeper with the plug in my rectum at night.

 

I absolutely love my butt plug, my portable cock, my pacifier, and the fact that I can do it all the time in a crowd in a restaurant, in the stores on the streets, in the post office in my car during rush hour, among friends at a party, even with my husband of thirty years (alas we're living in different states right now due to work)——and nobody knows. I've only shared the fact that I am wearing a plug with strangers who are of course gay like me. I'm usually met with indifference, so I know that they don't know the pleasures of living plugged. My goal is for this post to be viewed a million times and it's getting close. I'm the most enthusiastic butt plugger man you will ever meet, but I am always glad to read other like me who live plugged, and my hat is off to those who have been doing it for thirty years or more...